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Americastee - Original Proud to be the elephant in the room shirt

Well, FYI, this would be disrespectful, just know that… I don’t really care (hope you understand after reading this). I am a “born again Christian” and I say it in my quotes because I lied about accepting God. I was in a dangerous situation, I didn’t feel safe, forgot the Original Proud to be the elephant in the room shirt and by the same token and fact that I was gay, and I was afraid of not accepting and loving God. So it was forced on me from an early age. Let’s be clear, I don’t know or don’t want to know “God”. Because all I know about this so-called “love” god is that he turned me gay. Homosexuality is a sin. So god, let me be hated on this planet, wish to die, estranged from my family. Is my purpose to die in hell or… what? Reject all meaningful love in your life? Why don’t others have to do this? So I thought, no, damn it. Fuck, fuck everything. God is the reason I want to kill myself. He’s the reason I’m self-harming today. I cut myself because God put me in a situation where I automatically hated myself and wished I could find a way out. Yes, I didn’t. I hate him for that. He ruined my damn life for any damn mother look. Are you reading this and wondering why am I telling you this? Please think of your brother. For you, he is moving away from God, the only God. To you, he is losing his purpose. But consider his point of view. Christianity puts us gays in such hopeless situations that death seems to be the only way out. To avoid death, we leave “God” and give ourselves space to breathe. I am 100% sure that I would kill myself right now if I decided to continue being a Christian. Because that is impossible to live in my eyes. As you know, God and the church have hurt me deeply. Assuming your brother does too, respect him.



In what universe would you come to the Original Proud to be the elephant in the room shirt and by the same token and conclusion that you should even consider this? He is your brother. You know something he doesn’t tell the rest of the family, sounds like a silly excuse. Why do you even think about betraying your trust? Be a good brother. If your brother wants it known, that’s his business.


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